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I was known to be a slow person. And yes, I am indeed slow in the mind. I comprehend things slowly. Pardon me for that. I hardly know myself. Beside myself being slow, I do have mood swings, like every other human beings. But mine is kind of peculiar. Im pretty sure you won't understand me at that point of time. I keep things to myself. I tend to give rude comments straightforwardly but I really sympathize others. Weird. Sorry though. Oh, Im most of the time a pessimistic. I don't exactly know why. I just feel that way. And Im in the running of proving everyone wrong.

If I have one wish, I would like to feel beautiful.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Two more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I'm really looking forward to first day. First day is always the best. Why? My house will be full packed with relatives. Which means, more kaching-kaching will be slot into my purse. Another reason is that, I get to meet my distant relatives. Can see how beautifully and charmingly they've grown up to. Final reason, I get to doll up in my new baju kurung. :) Lets all be gorgeous and handsome on this coming festive season alright?

On top of that, perhaps i could only celebrate the first two days of raya. After that, back to revision. I could not believe that my 'O' level Biology Practical is NEXT WEEK! God, please save me. :S

Thursday, September 25, 2008

People tend to take things for granted. And well, I did too. I almost lose him. But thankfully i did not. He had been suffering silently, trying hard to tolerate my behavior. Till that day, he could not stand it any longer. So that's when it hit me and woke me up. I shall change. I must. But I tend to NATO. ALWAYS. That's the negative part about me. Really. Thankfully again, he is still there standing strong for me. I shall, therefore, not repeat my mistake and learn from it.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Who's my greatest enemy? MYSELF.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I'll be very busy with studies on weekdays and VE on weekends.

Busywoman? yeah.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Im rude today. Ass me. :(

Oh, happy 17th to sister. She's old.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Jam-packed with assignments. Everyday full of pack of it. Nevertheless,

Me: Love you so much baby.
BF: I love you more.

Short and sweet that would lead me to fantasy world tonight. (:

Monday, September 15, 2008

I need to get rid off my holiday mood.

Friday, September 12, 2008

Booo. I'm a confused and dumb person that makes everyone around me get irritated, angry and idk, hate me? Am i? Sheesh. Why am i like this? I dont know. I'm confused. :(

Friday, September 5, 2008

ENJOY!

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

Every year, puase go geylang. Geylang go puase. Every year, people would get their new hari raya outfit as early as now. Even worst, they might get it as early as beginning of the year. Erm what they say, "early birds catch the worms". And Mom is one of them. So, I went to Geylang yesterday. Broke fast there and at the same time walked around from TK complex to JC complex. I bought three suits that will be shared with my small sister. She can wear mine. I can wear hers. The sad thing was that, I didnt managed to walk around the bazaar. Well, I did actually. Just to get the shades. And so, I'm going there again later with bonchet. I'm craving for dengedeng-deng. -_- Haha.

I miss my friends alot.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

def says:
its like what i say last time
def says:
you cant just have things your way
def says:
and you always want things to happen your way

I guess that's basically why people get irritated by me and eventually leave me. I'm utterly disappointed with myself. But it is just so hard, you know. I really need a self-control management.
So I could simply avoid those mistakes that had been repeated countless time.

Labels: happy 4th

Monday, September 1, 2008

Elemental Gaze is awesome. Fuad's voice were soothing, as always. I pretty much enjoyed the performance. Except for the part after their performance. Those girls disgust me. Coming back to EG, they played my favourite song, well of course. If i'm not wrong, the guitarist, Lutfi, mentioned about Fuad liking the song as he get to play the acoustic guitar. [above picture] I moved along to Unperfect Sky. Spectacular. I'm pissed with myself as i didn't have enough courage to go up to them to say hi and stuff. That's practically my only chance to communicate with them, face to face. We are indeed so close, yet so far. My sister presence was not helping either. She simply said "you want go talk to them, go yourself." Thanks alot. -_-

Sigh. If only i get to actually talk to them. I regretted.

My fever healed. My cold and bad cough have not. And hey. Its the month of Ramadhan already. Let's at least behave ourselves. And restrain ourselves from negative remarks or thoughts. Be optimistic. Oh, who knows if we did that for a month, we eventually be used to it and be good forever? If its like that, wow. Thats really an achievement. Holiday for a week now. I have no clue about any supplementary classes for this week. Happy studying people. Okay, mainly to those who are dealing with exams now.

Bangon sahur. Jangan lupe bangon! ;)